[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you, [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you, [looking at myself] it's over.
When coworkers are making you overstimulated and you're about to lose your shit but then you remember that you gotta stay sane because you need the money:
FROM SPRINKLER SPLASHES TO FIREPLACE ASHES I GAVE MY BLOOD SWEAT AND TEARS FOR THIS I HOSTED PARTIES AND STARVED MY BODY LIKE I’D BE SAVED BY THE PERFECT KISS THE JOKES WEREN’T FUNNY I TOOK THE MONEY MY FRIENDS FROM HOME DON’T KNOW WHAT TO SAY I LOOKED AROUND IN A BLOOD-SOAKED-