dainty k

18 she/her sw:43 cw:58 gw:40 ugw:34 welcome to my ed diary

[dainty k @redamancy2__]

my dog eats more than me

[dainty k @redamancy2__]

@starwillstarve it's not cheating sis it's called technology changes lives lmao

[dainty k @redamancy2__]

i want egg toast with double cheese

[dainty k @redamancy2__]

after i realized i can control so many things in my life, and im not the vulnerable, fragile helpless girl anymore, instead being a independent, powerful grown up woman, that's when i healed from eating disorder, not the therapy or drugs or the dropping numbers on the scale

[dainty k @redamancy2__]

i just always felt that i needed to be perfect to experience those beautiful things in life, so i always refused others and all kinds of activities, which resulted in wasting my teenage years when i finally realized this

[dainty k @redamancy2__]

i know i've been telling too much in a incredibly annoying way

[dainty k @redamancy2__]

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[dainty k @redamancy2__]

any of my moots still alive here?😐

[dainty k @redamancy2__]

i guess i finally got better now but i don't feel any better really

[dainty k @redamancy2__]

@jingzh347625 啊啊哈哈哈，直接搜关键词吗

[dainty k @redamancy2__]

@nino4edtwt 716😭😭

[dainty k @redamancy2__]

@Eumenides_39 lyrics hhhh

[dainty k @redamancy2__]

everyone has grown up and left this toxic proana nation eventually, but why am i still struggling with the exact same stupid thing in the same place over and over again?

[dainty k @redamancy2__]

had my hair cut yesterday and took out my tongue piercing and now also all my earrings i honestly don't know why and what is the meaning of all this but yeah i just did

[dainty k @redamancy2__]

u wasn't happy and satisfied at ur lowest weight because that wasn't enough, keep going further you will get everything you aspire for in life…

[dainty k @redamancy2__]

*motivation

[dainty k @redamancy2__]

like this ed is not even a disorder anymore it's just my life

[dainty k @redamancy2__]

Low body fat makes you better, high energy makes you better. That means you're in control, you're stronger, you're more advanced, you're taking over your life, you can do those things other people can't...You're closer to god.