ReNxiety 🖤✨️

All nervous, no system.
Welcome to my diary

[ReNxiety 🖤✨️ @renxiety]

I just wanna bring my baby home 😓💔

[ReNxiety 🖤✨️ @renxiety]

I can't help but wonder if this is my karma finally catching up to me 💔

[ReNxiety 🖤✨️ @renxiety]

Me grocery shopping: no one here knows I just gave birth/ had a major abdominal surgery less than a week ago 🙃

[ReNxiety 🖤✨️ @renxiety]

I'm so tired of all of this stress 😓😓 and then being asked if i'm going to have another kid after this as if this hasn't been so difficult mentally, physically, and emotionally already.

[ReNxiety 🖤✨️ @renxiety]

Me: Almost *32 weeks pregnant*

My Dad: why are you so out of breath 🤔

[ReNxiety 🖤✨️ @renxiety]

How do I still have all of August and September to go 🥴

[ReNxiety 🖤✨️ @renxiety]

Growing another human is exhausting 😩 I wake up from my naps just to take another nap. Stuck between wanting him out to make sure he's okay and wanting to be pregnant forever bc i'm terrified of everything that comes next

[ReNxiety 🖤✨️ @renxiety]

Going from a hot skinny bitch to a chubby pregnant whale has been one of the hardest things I've mentally had to deal with 🥲🥲🥲

[ReNxiety 🖤✨️ @renxiety]

@minhngu94567617 Thank you! I'm hanging in there haha I hope you are too 🫶🏼

[ReNxiety 🖤✨️ @renxiety]

Feeling extra unstable today 🥰

[ReNxiety 🖤✨️ @renxiety]

I fear that gym before work is the vibe

[ReNxiety 🖤✨️ @renxiety]

@claudiaetelles Not fully remote, but I'm home 3x a week and then go to ORMC twice a week just to work in an office there haha.

[ReNxiety 🖤✨️ @renxiety]

I need a safe space to go insane for a lil bit

[ReNxiety 🖤✨️ @renxiety]

I am so ready for this vacation 🙃 but I'm going to miss my cat so fukkin much 😭

[ReNxiety 🖤✨️ @renxiety]

Why not another tattoo 🥳

[ReNxiety 🖤✨️ @renxiety]

Decided on our next destination, which means i have another reason to live again 🥳

[ReNxiety 🖤✨️ @renxiety]

I'm crying i just want to bake and cook and clean and workout and be a housewife I am so tired of this corporate world and stressful ass job 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 whyyyyyyyyy

[ReNxiety 🖤✨️ @renxiety]

Last week I randomly thought of someone I hadn't seen since high school and tell me how I randomly saw them today at my place of work?!?!?!?!

[ReNxiety 🖤✨️ @renxiety]

I wish girls could dress up like this every day there i said it