theo

oh to be beautiful, each mistake excusable

[theo @rikiscal]

☆ unpinning at my next gw ☆

[theo @rikiscal]

living is a torture i partake in solely for the comfort of others

[theo @rikiscal]

so glad i didn’t kill myself when i turned 18 like i always planned so i got to experience the worst depression of my life and being lowk raped

[theo @rikiscal]

it’s so funny that this is an edtw acc but all my posts in the past year have been abt me wanting to kill myself LMFAO

[theo @rikiscal]

fuckkkk my life

[theo @rikiscal]

like should i just kms orrrr… shit what do yall think!!! i’m thinking YES!

[theo @rikiscal]

i wish i wasn’t so dependent on the people around me and needing the constant validation of friendship. why am i so fucking crazy bro

[theo @rikiscal]

because like. i got the vibe yall didn’t want me there but damn. lying and saying ur seeing ur man when yall two just wanted to hang? like damn is it tha awful being around me 😂😂😂

[theo @rikiscal]

how to cope with feeling unwanted by friends

[theo @rikiscal]

@svbbyshane LMAOO my bad bro im just bein annoying fire fic btw

[theo @rikiscal]

every single fucking day i wish i was dead and i don’t know what’s stopping me anymore

[theo @rikiscal]

i wish constantly that i was dead. that’s the easy fucking way to go about evwrything is that i was dead

[theo @rikiscal]

she can’t be mad at you for that loooool i never once have ever said im mad at her for that looool because it actually doesn’t matter that i was almost raped because everyone else will always matter more

[theo @rikiscal]

iiiii should really just kms loooool

[theo @rikiscal]

i should really just end it

[theo @rikiscal]

tonight would be a really beautiful to kill myself

[theo @rikiscal]

i missed pvrging so much bro