You soften your ambitions so average people don't feel insecure around you. True execution requires the absolute audacity to act as if your reality will bend before your will does. Let them call you delusional.
Your results will eventually force their validation. Move first.
They love to talk about how your focus has become too obsessive. Let them talk. While they spend their energy dissecting your lifestyle, your left foot is hitting the exact same drill 200 times on a wet pitch. Their validation doesn't track your own progression
People can go on vacation and actually be on vacation. You don't have that, you never did. And everytime you tried to perform it, to coast and enjoy the wind, your body rejected it like a wrong organ. You can fake stillness for about a day and a half until the voice comes back.
@GRITCULT Being smart is often an excuse to do less. Thats why the less intelligent perform more. They're more focused on inputs and shut out all the noise about things they can't control.
No one hates you, they hate the projection that they have of you that's 99% made up because no one can know 100% of you. The only person who's hate you should really pay attention to is your own.
No one on earth has full context to who you really are.
Better to be conscious but suffering than impulsive and happy. At least you're in control and know exactly what the actual fuck you're doing in one of them.