4:00 wallow in self pity; 4:30 stare into the abyss; 5:00 solve world hunger, tell NO ONE. 5:30 jazzercize. 6:30 dinner with me, I CANT cancel that again. 7:00 wrestle with my self-loathing; Im booked. Of course if I bump the loathing to 9 I could still be done in time 2 lay in b