man. it feels so weird being in your 20s mourning a celebrity who you once grew up with. shaped your teenage hood and you made life long friends out of. at the same time not excusing who he became but also trying to grieve who he once was.
I forgot my stanley cup at the car dealership and when I went back to get it, it was on someone’s desk with orange juice running down the side (i left it on the lobby floor full of water). They come out and it’s the same person that complimented it when I first walked in 🫠