matt (9/16Ibs)

he/him
EDTWT | ENDOS

[matt (9/16Ibs) @roidtard]

@rem0rexic i guess these photos just look pretty lackluster and empty

[Felix @Felixblkz]

I just woke up and smoked
a cig ⭐️
#edtwt
#edrtwt

[lulu @littlemissed]

Daily th!nspo!! (Masc & fem)
#spo #lowbmi #tiny

[stag @staggeringfool]

⬆️ #malespo

[matt (9/16Ibs) @roidtard]

@caekix this feels like a fetish

[stag @staggeringfool]

▶️ #malespo

[matt (9/16Ibs) @roidtard]

@RetroMonitor @RapeAtTheCasino

[matt (9/16Ibs) @roidtard]

@abhorrentawlaki @RapeAtTheCasino

[stag @staggeringfool]

👖#malespo

[cirrus!! 🍄 ed(r)twt @alois33403]

#bodycheck

[matt (9/16Ibs) @roidtard]

@yaeko444_ how many cals did you eat per day?

[matt (9/16Ibs) @roidtard]

remind me to buy cotton balls before I go outside..

[matt (9/16Ibs) @roidtard]

shitty motivation quotes like 'you deserve better than this' or 'you dont deserve to treat your body like a trash-can' always make me cringe due to the sheer hypocrisy of it all. I'm torturing myself with starvation and vomiting, you think i have any dignity or self-respect left?

[matt (9/16Ibs) @roidtard]

i just bought reta. yes i paid over 100$ im not injecting some random shit i bought for 30 bucks into my bloodstream

[matt (9/16Ibs) @roidtard]

@bandagedsanity mfs when internalized racism why are you acting so shocked

[matt (9/16Ibs) @roidtard]

@wodens_top_guy why cant u just wear a tshirt like a normal person

[matt (9/16Ibs) @roidtard]

@ana_angel99 wdym?

[matt (9/16Ibs) @roidtard]

@Nyanchalant__ no i fasted for 3 weeks and gained 17Ibs

[matt (9/16Ibs) @roidtard]

recovered for a full month, started bulking, gained only 6Ibs then called it quits. i'm never getting away from this disorder.

[matt (9/16Ibs) @roidtard]

Idk why but ever since I started going to the gym Ive just wanted to recover from my ED and start hardcore bulking.
I took some progress pics yesterday and when I saw myself growing muscle I was happier than ever, even happier then seeing the number in the scale go down. It’s odd