I envy normal people who dont deal with mental health issues i feel like im a fuckinf failure i could be doinf so much academically but i feel like im dying everyday
no one talks about how draining it is when your mood constantly switches between "keep going, it will get better" and "i can't do this anymore, im about to give up." it's like living in emotional whiplash. one hour you're hopeful, the next you're spiraling
Being suicidal due to the conditions of the world sucks, because "it'll get better someday/hang in there" lines get used on you after saying that rampant transphobia, wageslavery, corporate greed, common empathy taking a nosedive and climate change are getting to you