Im so scared of making new friends ngl, im a dry person with spikes of hyperactivity so i initially come off as super talkative but then i get dry cuz Im overwhelmed by how much I speak... I had a friend i loved sm give me silent treatments when i wasn't super talkative it sucked
i actually have zero friends and i’m not exaggerating. like in my classes im mute and there is no one texting me ever. but i kind of like how peaceful it is but also i feel alone but also i don’t want to put the effort into making friends .
i'm thinking of being risky asf and upping my intake to sedentary mild wl + 10k steps because the combination of stressing about starving + college work might just take me out of the game tbh