the hardest part about making friends is everyone already has their people. they have their own friend group with years of memories and inside jokes. when ur new it’s like ur intruding. they’ll talk to u, maybe they’ll hang out with u but u can feel that u don’t belong.
Aaaaand this is the exact reason why we never get comfortable!
Because of people like you that make us feel like we're weird people and that people will leave us if we show an ounce of being extroverted!!!
Someday I will have my own place. My world won't be confined to my room. I will stumble sleepily through the house in the morning, opening the blinds. I will sit out in the backyard and look at the stars. I will go out whenever I want to. I will survive long enough to have that.