@documense I happen to agree— personally I believe, at least for me, there was no other known way to cope. I wasn’t hiding: my dissociation and the development of my alters makes sense given what I went through and what was expected of me and what I needed. I was surviving
Spend two seconds on this hell site just trying to check on the users I care about— sucks that I can’t just check in as I’d like without seeing some shit that makes me feral mad. Muskrat really getting rid of the block feature??? On *this* site?
@Fragmented_Sys Oh yeah! Wolfe(host) here. The worst part is like, apparently- it was in fact p bad to go through, and I just didn’t know! Because we stuffed it!! To deal!! Isn’t the brain a funny little guy
Thinking about how I must look fucking weird going back and liking or replying to shit— my notifications are all from like three accounts I need to follow more people but it’s scary out there
@documense -it really a dissociative disorder if I can snap back at any moment? If I made up all these characters for the actors to play? Idk. But my therapist thinks so, so You’re not alone.
@documense Wolfe(host): yeah bro and you’re not alone. I have no disconnect from any of my actors on stage- I convinced myself I was lying just cause I’m a really good actor. I’m always always always right behind them when they’re onstage(fronting) and I can leap back in at any time- so is-
This is your monthly reminder that some Romani people consider Gypsy a slur, and some don’t. You can always ask what someone prefers to be called.
We aren’t monolithic. We aren’t a singular mind.
It is, however, always inappropriate to call yourself a Gypsy if you are not.
Covid is going up pretty significantly everywhere right now, so I say this as a caution, not for sympathy: my life is nearly unrecognizable since I got Covid in 2022. I have what’s considered very mild long Covid. What does that mean?…
Realizing(again) that I love my alters and they’re all special to me and have a place that serves me in some way!!! We are a whole team who needs every member!! I love you guys!! You’re important to me!! I am so thankful for your help!! Ty!! -Wolfe
@HollowPuff I hope it gets easier. I hope you feel love that doesn’t hurt one day. I hope you learn that love and kindness don’t need to come with pain and suffering. I hope you feel accepted in your system and I hope you all live fulfilling lives.
@HollowPuff Not everyone can communicate to their alters like I can mine. Not everyone can force awareness of each other in their systems. But I think the fact that you’re trying and you just want a little compassion as you unlearn what is no-longer acceptable is perfectly reasonable