i promised her that we'd party super hard for her next birthday. that'll never happen now. this shouldn't have happened. i'll never be able to understand these things. grief is weird.
she went to a small clinic for a massive headache, fainted in the waiting room
then never woke back up. they told us yesterday that she has no brain activity, plug is being pulled tomorrow.
it's terrifying how sudden life can end. tell your friends you love them.
no prior health issues before this, nothing at all that could hint at this happening. she was never able to give anyone any last words or wishes. just... gone.
jumped in a moshpit and lost my phone keys and vape. didn't care and told myself they'd find their way back to me. sure enough i got all 3 back 😌 love my life