☆alice☆

bmi:idk lw:65 cw: 107 no minors at all pls!! severely bulimic

[☆alice☆ @rottedmolar]

unpinning at 100 😔

[☆alice☆ @rottedmolar]

purging in inpatient is a task 👀

[☆alice☆ @rottedmolar]

went to the bathroom after partner watched me eat and then they said “you get it all out?” fuck me dude

[☆alice☆ @rottedmolar]

@ferraracamilla the fuck is wrong with you

[☆alice☆ @rottedmolar]

i hate my life.

[☆alice☆ @rottedmolar]

FUCK I NEED TO LOSE 😭

[☆alice☆ @rottedmolar]

i have absolutely no ass

[ちゅうきり @chuuukiri]

🌑🐈‍⬛

[☆alice☆ @rottedmolar]

what if i get REALLY BAD, just for ability edit? just for the summer?? then i can go back to normal. i’ll binge and purge and gain weight. but what if i just PROVED something??

[☆alice☆ @rottedmolar]

partner opened their phone and it was five videos in a row of hot girls thirst trapping so you know. back on my grind. haven’t had sex in months.

[☆alice☆ @rottedmolar]

i am so close to getting this back. i fucked it up but i’m almost here

[☆alice☆ @rottedmolar]

new girl at work is the tiniest person i’ve ever seen. it’s completion time.

[☆alice☆ @rottedmolar]

@LemonyMuffin22 one thing to look forward to in recovery, people like being around you more and seem genuinely excited to be your friend again. it’s because you become a person again

[Kymona @kymonsfw]

3 days of overeating = 2 WEEKS of progress gone remember that

[☆alice☆ @rottedmolar]

someone took a video of me at the beach and i’m freaking the fuck out. LOOK AT ME. i’m so SQUARE. so fucking FAT???? my LEGS?? i’m going crazy. i’m going crazy.

[☆alice☆ @rottedmolar]

turning 23 tomorrow, i will have had my ed for a decade now. i was hospitalized when i was freshly fourteen, and struggled BAD a year or two before that.
is this all there is? is this all i’ll ever know? and it’s not a decade “on and off” it’s a decade fully on.

[☆alice☆ @rottedmolar]

@lamictalpilled thank you so much 🩷 next time we will talk more!!!

[☆alice☆ @rottedmolar]

idk man i should’ve fasted for three days not just one

[☆alice☆ @rottedmolar]

@eatudead THANK YOUUU

[☆alice☆ @rottedmolar]

i look huge but idk that’s what purging does to your face i guess

[☆alice☆ @rottedmolar]

@lamictalpilled AHHHH OMG HEHEH

[☆alice☆ @rottedmolar]

@lamictalpilled yes!!!! it’ll be exactly at eight :) i can’t wait to say hi!