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#edtwt intro
alice ! 20 | 158 cm / 5 ft 2
bmi 19.9 ‧₊˚ gw 45 kg / 99 lbs
₊˚.༄ ~ im not new, been here for 2 years ❀
~ just a new acc ❀
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@dollycvren same i just got my period and im bleeding more than i have in 2 years 💔 literally my body is telling me I have been fuelling it enough recently 💔
@dollyexaz same, I’ll lock in in Jan again, spend 10 months losing weight till I’m exhausted, then gain it all back in 2 months, then repeat, on top of that purging daily, by 40 I’ll have decayed teeth, frail bones, low muscle mass, and still be fat, so excited 🥲
@rinsbunni idk me personally with living alone, having to walk to college, being independent, I lost the most amount of weight possible AND I got pretty good grades… so idk
@twofools_ thank you for everything you said 🙏 sorry for my long response back 😅 one thing that I always remind myself is that I’ve never seen a person ever say that they regret recovering… so that must mean something
@twofools_ how does one even recover from bulimia? Do people only stop when something incredibly scary happens to the body, I’ve gone on deep dives on Reddit, I don’t see myself ever recovering but I know I will regret it
@ruscvre i’m doing so bad mentally i’m so depressed and my response should be to starve myself but i’m doing the exact opposite and to try make myself feel better im purging everything even my expensive protein shakes im literally purging everything and on top of that im broke and worst