I’m FOREVERRRRRR praying that I get my fairytale ending… My dream career. The financial freedom. The friends. The family. The peace. The love…. just everything that I truly & genuinely deserve 🌸 i’ve been through the hard parts of life now i just want to enjoy the good parts of life. this world is beautiful and I want to see it.
I just saw something that said adulthood was “deciding what ethnicity to make the ground beef and chicken every night” which seems even more accurate 😂
If you live in a walkable neighborhood or have access to a track, then you really are winning at life. There’s nothing more peaceful than a good walk after a long day. Especially when the weather is nice.
If lockdown is going to happen again
I want the government to issue this notice 21 days prior.
So that I can practise to dance in front of the camera, I can't miss the chance to get rich and popular again.
Observation about wealthy people:
I once worked closely with someone very wealthy, and what stood out wasn’t their lifestyle it was their restraint.
If their coffee came wrong, they didn’t send it back three times. They just drank it. If a flight was delayed, they didn’t rant at the gate agent. They opened a book.
There was this quiet understanding that not everything deserves a reaction.
While everyone else around them treated minor inconveniences like personal attacks, they treated them like background noise. Temporary. Not worth the spike in heart rate.
It didn’t feel like indifference. It felt like perspective.
They weren’t rushing to win every tiny battle. They weren’t trying to control what couldn’t be controlled.
And I realized it wasn’t really about the money fixing things.
It was about security.
When you’re not constantly in survival mode, you don’t need to fight every inconvenience like it’s a threat. You can afford emotionally to let things slide.
And that might be the real luxury.
As a woman, you need to be multifaceted. Being beautiful with brains is the bare minimum. You have to be cultured, well-educated, well-spoken, whimsical, caring, soft, nurturing, well-dressed, holy, sensual, intuitive, raw, wild, wise, pure, playful, innocent. Be all of it baby
Document your life. Your fits, your friends, your family, your food, your face, your body, your trips, your outings, your reads, your lows, your highs, your midpoints and so on. You don’t need to share but document, do it for yourself too first & foremost, not anyone else
Not gonna lie, spending $100+ on a nice meal, on a random day, felt like a “treat” to myself before, but now, my mind instantly says “you could have saved that”.. ”that’s groceries for the week”…this economy killing the vibes 😩
A PRAYER FOR WHEN YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT TO PRAY
Dear God,
Some days I don't have the words. I don't know what to ask for, what to let go of, or what direction to hope in. My thoughts feel tangled, and my heart feels tired from trying to make sense of things I don't understand. So instead of the perfect prayer, I'm bringing you my honesty.
Meet me in the places I can't articulate. Hear the worries I can't put into sentences. Hold the heaviness I can't explain. You know what I need before I speak, and you understand what I'm carrying even when I don't have the strength to name it.
If all I can offer right now is my quiet, let it be enough. If all I can give you is my presence, take that too. Guide me gently. Steady my heart. Remind me that prayer isn't about having the right words it's about coming to you as I am.
When I don't know what to say, God, please hear what I mean.
And give me the peace that comes from knowing you are already working in the places I can't see.
Amen.
The older I get, the more I realize how simple a good life really is. Wake up early. Work out. Eat real food, sleep well. Obsess over something that matters. Spend time with loved ones. Avoid drama. Be grateful. You’ll already be healthier and happier than 85% of people.
I think one of the best feelings ever is being completely absorbed in a book to the point where you can't put it down. It's like a mini vacation from the real world. I love it.