i miss the time when my mom gave up trying to feed me everyday
now since i "feel better" shes constantly telling me yo eat or to make food for school etc.
im able to go a day without eating mom im not a fat chud 😣
Maybe controversial take, but people who say "I'll just starve myself" or my boyfriend will say "I'm gonna start starving myself" to try and make me eat, it makes me mad because no you won't. The mental toll of starvation really takes a disordered brain to continue to do-
I’m so fat it disgusts me like I can’t even focus on what I’m reading bc seeing how thin and perfect the characters always are. I want to cry I want the fat gone now I don’t want to keep restricting I don’t want to stárvē I just don’t want to feel this anymore. #edrtwt