*.ﾟ+♡☆ Ruby ☆♡ +.ﾟ*

22 she/her, UK
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vegan for the animals 🦋🪼🐳🪽
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sw 58.3kg ♡ cw 53.3kg ♡ ugw 38kg (lw 40kg)
☆ bmi 17.6 ☆

[*.ﾟ+♡☆ Ruby ☆♡ +.ﾟ* @rue_starlight]

what do non-disordered ppl think about all the time if not food and weight 🤔

[*.ﾟ+♡☆ Ruby ☆♡ +.ﾟ* @rue_starlight]

deny deny deny deny deny
im fine im fine im fine im fine
I do NOT want "help" again

[*.ﾟ+♡☆ Ruby ☆♡ +.ﾟ* @rue_starlight]

my mum might be onto me...
she stopped asking if i want snacks and bought extra safe foods
and said im walking a lot more
and that I can talk to her about anything 😞
feeling like the big fat elephant in the room rn fml

[*.ﾟ+♡☆ Ruby ☆♡ +.ﾟ* @rue_starlight]

fuck eating fuck rest days im going for another walk

[*.ﾟ+♡☆ Ruby ☆♡ +.ﾟ* @rue_starlight]

there's no escape omg

so much for finding a distraction 😭

[*.ﾟ+♡☆ Ruby ☆♡ +.ﾟ* @rue_starlight]

I just wanna eat everything rn but I don't need to and I would literally hate myself if I did but how do you get the thoughts to stop 😭😭😭

[*.ﾟ+♡☆ Ruby ☆♡ +.ﾟ* @rue_starlight]

why am i thinking about binging this is scary i never binge :(

ive eaten too much already body stop!!!

[*.ﾟ+♡☆ Ruby ☆♡ +.ﾟ* @rue_starlight]

the hype is real this was yum 😋

[Cinny⋆˚࿔ @glittercal0ries]

a bunny dies every time someone says “loose” instead of “lose”

[꩜ .ᐟ juni @gentlgutr0t]

they way 😂😂😂 i starve myself😂😂😂😂😂you’d think😂😂😂id be skinny😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

[*.ﾟ+♡☆ Ruby ☆♡ +.ﾟ* @rue_starlight]

my own worst enemy

[aisha ⋆ @a1shablog]

why do i keep ruining my progress

[*.ﾟ+♡☆ Ruby ☆♡ +.ﾟ* @rue_starlight]

@cleochewy ewwwwww gross gross gross
nothing triggers me like people wanting to make me eat 🫠🫠🫠

[*.ﾟ+♡☆ Ruby ☆♡ +.ﾟ* @rue_starlight]

@urfavrexie oh these are my people cos same
I couldn't eat under 1000 every day walking this much

[L Lawliet of shedtwt @emo_till_]

"you attract what you fear" OHH NOOO BMI 14👀👀👀👀 OOOO IM SO SCARED BMI 14😰😰😰👀👀👀👀

[*.ﾟ+♡☆ Ruby ☆♡ +.ﾟ* @rue_starlight]

@v4mpir3girlll @evilwyteboy this isn't about you, you clearly still have an ed even if you don't restrict as much as you used to ♡
this is abt people without a disorder who just try a diet then go back to normal

[*.ﾟ+♡☆ Ruby ☆♡ +.ﾟ* @rue_starlight]

@chaeloric im at bmi 17.6 rn and I don't look or feel thin at all. but other people that I see do at this weight or even higher so you definitely still could!!

[*.ﾟ+♡☆ Ruby ☆♡ +.ﾟ* @rue_starlight]

haven't done much today but i stuck to my cal limit and went for 3 walks (2 hours total) so today's a success in my eyes (* ´ ▽ ` *)

[*.ﾟ+♡☆ Ruby ☆♡ +.ﾟ* @rue_starlight]

when I said whales were my favourite animal I didn't mean i wanted to be one 😞😞

[kanna ⋆˚࿔ @kaane0]

i just want to look as skinny as i feel hungry

[*.ﾟ+♡☆ Ruby ☆♡ +.ﾟ* @rue_starlight]

if i could time travel I would go back and throttle my past self, bcs what possessed me to GAIN ALL THE WEIGHT BACK WTF

it's diabolical ((T_T))