I want it with you
and that’s the impossible part.
It will never be real
because I tried to make you become that man
and you couldn’t
So I’ll keep this beautiful illusion
live with it
love it
long for it
And learn from it
that reality is real
and fantasy is just fantasy.
I want it with you
and that’s the impossible part.
It will never be real
because I tried to make you become that man
and you couldn’t
So I’ll keep this beautiful illusion
live with it
love it
long for it
And learn from it
that reality is real
and fantasy is just fantasy.
A fantasy where you exist
exactly as I dream
fulfilling everything I long for, everything I hope for
I could have lived this with someone
who was willing to give me all of that
but I never stayed
I always walked away..
I’m in love with a fantasy of you
with how I imagine you, how I want you to be
It’s madness, really to live inside something so unreal
and yet, this beautiful illusion pulls me away from my real world
into one that feels softer, brighter
a world shaped entirely by how I want you