@PortiaMoemedi It’s got nothing to do with her African features or skin tone. We’ve seen numerous contestants with similar features, she’s beautiful BUT do YOU strongly believe she would win representing us in the international stage? It’s a beauty pageant after all it’s all about vanity
@_Bongekile_ But never has she said the husband paid for the warehouse! She’s always been so proud of her girl business. She said she got the COMPANY from her husband when he wanted to sell it but there was no PHYSICAL WAREHOUSE. She got this like a year ago or something.
I’m so fucking tired of living inside my own head. There’s no escape from the overthinking, the memories, the regrets, the imaginary conversations, the anxiety or the thoughts that keep eating me alive. I just want to exist without fighting myself every fucking day.
Nobody talks about how exhausting it is to constantly fight the urge to give up on your own life. One minute you’re telling yourself to stay strong because things will get better, the next you’re so fucking done with everything that even trying feels pointless. I’m tired of being my own source of hope and my own biggest reason to lose it.
I met the saddest version of myself this year. I lost my spark, my peace of mind, my motivation and parts of myself I don’t even know how to get back. I spent so much time just trying to survive that I barely recognised the person I was becoming. This year took more out of me than I’ll ever be able to explain.
I fully understand why David prayed for God to create in him a clean heart and renew a right spirit within him. Sometimes, the greatest battle is not with the people around us but with what is happening inside us. You can have a good heart and still need God to work on your attitude, your thoughts, your reactions and the things you struggle to control.
The purpose of prayer is not to inform God of your circumstances. He is well aware. It’s to surrender your agenda, trust in His sovereignty, and admit he has the ultimate authority of your life.