sad vibes

my thoughts that will never see the light of day. things i wish i could express to someone but don’t know how. stuff that lives in the darkest part of my mind.

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how many times can someone’s hope be shattered over and over before they wak away?

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some things cut deeper than others

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no is a complete sentence

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i collect mental illnesses like pokémon cards :):

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i’m so tired of fighting with my brain. fighting a war i can’t seem to win

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it just never seems to get better

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i think about death a lot, not towards me but my loved ones and it breaks my heart every single time

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you hold her and tell her the things you once told me. do you not think of me anymore? what did i do to deserve this pain from you, the person i gave my heart to and trusted. you are the one person who could have hurt me and you did, in the worst way possible.

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why wasn’t i enough for you. after everything we’ve been through, everything you said to me. was it a lie? what changed? why wasn’t i enough.

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i thought you were the one but it turns out you were just another… one

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you did a 180 and i barely recognize you now, it’s sad and my heart hurts for what it once felt

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i wish i could hurt you like you hurt me but i’m too nice and care too much, i just want you to know how i’m feeling

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waiting for a declaration of love that’ll never come

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i just want to curl up in a ball and die

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i felt safe with you and in your arms, but now, how do you feel safe with someone who hurts you again and again unintentionally

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i miss you sleeping next to me, i miss feeling your warmth and having someone with me throughout the night. now i just feel alone and cold. lonely nights

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fuck you for making me feel like this but i still love you

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why do i go to sleep crying while you go to sleep fine

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i want things to be better

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can’t rely on anyone else to make you happy or fix it. i feel alone and minuscule.
i’m tired of fighting