One of the reasons people don't recognize ADHD as a disability is that they see ADHD struggles (with things like organisation, tidyness, timeliness, communication etc) as personal failings. That is ableism.
my favorite habits are isolating myself and betraying myself and self sabotaging and destroying myself and withering away and decaying and being an absent person and losing sense of time and dissociating and falling apart and spiraling and losing it and crashing out and lunch
The chronic disassociation I experience in my everyday life isn’t so surprising when I think about all the overstimulation I have to tune out so I don’t react inappropriately to the situation.
come back into your own life, you’ve been missing for a while. lost in everyone else’s energy, trapped by external perception, focused on distractions instead of your divine path, come back into your own life so the love you’ve abandoned finally finds you at home within yourself.