I don't know if it's just my algorithm or people are just that depressed and deprieved of human connection. Whatever it is I just want to say - I'm sorry it's happening to you and it fucking sucks. I sincerely hope you get better and find hope in this time of darkness.
30th august 2026. Woke up from a dream where I ran a code but felt useless. When I got to the person they were already revived. All of a sudden I was at a field where everyone had a ladder but me. And yet again I prioritised helping everyone else.
@thelabrys_ Absolutely, as a nurse I say in the conversation of nurses vs doctors we should only be talking about the outdated hierarchy that no longer has a place in a medical setting. We shouldn't be comparing competencies of two entirely different professions.
the fact that i have "what an empty epitaph that is" on a non stop loop inside my head ever since APE festival is going to drive me up a wall its BEEN A WEEK
@schiz04renic Delusion and positive inner speech. When I fuck up something I just go "it's ok. this is not the end of the world. everyone is too busy with their own lives to be obsessing over mine. mistakes are learning opportunities"
@kazlux Literally like children. Start up a conversation randomly, compliment other people, be open. It is so scary but people respond very well to it actually if you're not being creepy.
@schiz04renic it eats your memory and gives you terrible brain fog. this combined makes you feel stupid but you're really not i promise. you just need to get better and you'll be back.
@magdalenacals i don't see how this is in any way flattering for any woman ever??? a man running to another woman at the first inconvenience instead of working it out with their partner? rancid
had that happen to me and my response was "don't you have a family" and he deleted his msgs lol
Often when I drive home from a grocery store I think "what a privilege it is not to worry about where my next meal is coming from and if I have a warm safe house to go to" and that's truly heartbreaking to think about honestly. I hate that there are people going through that
im privileged to have a home and a bed to sleep in tonight i genuinely cant imagine what the people who lost everything are going through right now :((
why did nobody warn me that when you start a content creator page on insta your comments are filled with "DM me" from pages who just want to get money from u to post ur stuff on their page.
I already said no and they still comment on every new post I make
@deeparocks@Zayntheunusual Science says depression follows anxiety. It's highly likely to have depression as well if you have anxiety. But if you are depressed you don't necessarily have anxiety with it.
@Zayntheunusual Hardest thing to explain to people while going through depressive episode was that I wasn't sad. You just don't feel anything at all. Just exhausted all the time.