my period is so irregular that i don’t know which phase i’m ever if nor do i think it ever affects my emotions to an extent, so if there’s a guy that i’m talking to and i’m horny or too mean or too much of something they say “oh you must be ovulating” like no kill yourself
i hate the fact that tiktok had made ovulation into like the time you’re super horny and lutéal the time you’re whatever, so then men who see that shit think the even have a single clue on what they all mean and how they actually affect women
i fell asleep immediately after coming home from the pool while waiting for my sister to get out of the shower now my skin feels dry and my hair feels old
i had a weigh scale in my room and my
roommate checked her weight and i feel like she was waiting for me to get on and check my weight to see how much i am
i think i look slim now because i lost 20 kgs but i need to get my head back in the game i only went from obese to overweight, i need 20 more kgs to be underweight, can’t be getting comfortable now can we
for years my sister has always been skinnier than me, i’ve never been able to borrow her clothes cuz they’d be too small and she’d borrow mine for the baggy feel, i’ve finally lost weight to where i’m 10 kgs lighter than her but somehow her clothes fit me perfectly
i remember one time i was out with my friends and someone asked “what’s the most hurtful thing someone said to you” and all my friends went one by one and then my turn i said “my mom threatened to lock me in a room and starve me so id lose weight” and the room went silent
how it feels when you’ve restricted all day and feel thin only to realize you have like 1,000 more days of restriction to actually reach your dream body
i am going to treat myself today since i’m at the airport three hours before my flight, now it’s either i get something that is 400 cals healthy and like a side with it thsts only 300 cals also healthy OR i get something that isn’t really healthy but same genre and is 800 cals
i am going to treat myself today since i’m at the airport three hours before my flight, now it’s either i get something that is 400 cals healthy and like a side with it thsts only 300 cals also healthy OR i get something that isn’t really healthy but same genre and is 800 cals