satsumi.

More than just an invisible person living a life with chronic invisible illnesses. Geek chic. MLP fan. Unicorn obsessed. Casual gamer. YouTube addict.

[satsumi. @satsumi]

To those suffering. #treatmentresistantdepression is real. And so is the fight. It's daily and brutal. #nevergiveup #depression #chronic

[satsumi. @satsumi]

@NigelBach any chance you know how Australian #bennites can watch movie six? Been waiting patiently but it’s not available on amazon prime here either to stream or even to buy or rent. I need more bad Ben!! Can you help? (Also, same message for the behind the scenes too. 😢)

[satsumi. @satsumi]

@NigelBach Australian based bad Ben fan. But we still don’t have movie 6 available here on amazon video or even to purchase. Any chance you know how I can get it before next weekend because my bff and I are finally able to get together to watch it. Can you help?

[satsumi. @satsumi]

@Optus Screenshot from Wednesday night. Can confirm I sat next to my phone for two hours looking at it and it did not ring

[satsumi. @satsumi]

So @Optus. Relocation request made 9th nov. I have been “remaining patient” while I get told every single lie in the book about how I would assuredly have service within 24-48 hours. The latest fun is being promised a phone call twice (mon & today) and nothing. I have screenshots

[satsumi. @satsumi]

@Optus I’ve done live chat about seven times now. I was PROMISED a call back from relocations team if I waited 5 minutes on Wednesday. It’s now Friday. Guess who never called. So do I need to take this to the ombudsman because it’s beyond a joke now?

[satsumi. @satsumi]

Wes' Fight Against Neuroblastoma - Home https://t.co/XdqC3sk4eQ

[satsumi. @satsumi]

Life is floating along, things are going good. Achievements are being made. Secured a job finally. Then on my first day of work after I got home, tripped, fell, broken wrist. Pretty sure fate is trying to remind me of my place in life. #depression #anxiety #bpd #sigh

[satsumi. @satsumi]

Things are very slowly starting to work out for me. And all I seem capable of doing is being depressed and panicking because of the “what if’s” rather than enjoying the “what is”. #bpd #depression #everythingalwaysgoesbad #catastrophizing #sigh

[satsumi. @satsumi]

I am taking some big steps lately. Completed the first piece of study towards my new career. Survived two job interviews. And am in regular contact with my professionals and keeping my Tms dates. I honestly never expected this to all be happening! #depression #tms #thriving #wow

[satsumi. @satsumi]

Me: where on earth have all my clothes gone?

My clothes: in the laundry obviously.

Me: wow, really must have been having a good mental health day that day.

#lol #mentalhealthstories #depression #survivor

[satsumi. @satsumi]

I should be asleep. But awake with sleeping meds on board me apparently really needs to online window shop for all the things. All of which I desperately need. Because it’ll make me feel better. Or some other lies that seem more legit. I don’t know. #insomnia #depression

[satsumi. @satsumi]

If anyone happens to see my motivation walking around somewhere. Tell it to come home because I kinda need it. #tired #depression #motivation #notreallyawake

[satsumi. @satsumi]

@rienyroo Thanks! It’s more of a challenge than it sounds. Lol.

[satsumi. @satsumi]

#2017achievements .... well, I’m still alive. So I’m calling that an achievement. #depression #anxiety #bpd #mentalhealthrealness

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@Optus any reason why Optus perks hoyts tickets aren’t currently appearing as an option when you go to purchase tickets?

[satsumi. @satsumi]

Some weeks my life is a roller coaster of emotions. Good, bad, indifferent. I can be all of these in the space of a few hours. Also, thanks to emotions being all whack I’m exhausted. Is it bed time yet? #depression #bpd #reality #needmoresleep

[CheckPoint @CheckPointOrg]

A friendly reminder that doing your best doesn't mean working yourself silly. Go at a pace you're comfortable with, and put your health first. ✨

[satsumi. @satsumi]

I really hate bpd. I get tired (thanks hospital fire alarm going off at 2.30am) and now my mind is like, DESTROY YOURSELF BECAUSE ITS PERFECTLY LOGICAL. I was happy yesterday. This is real life. #bpd #depression #tms #inpatientadmissionfuntimes

[satsumi. @satsumi]

In today’s successes I watched almost the entire final destination franchise in one day. It’s one of those so bad it’s good franchises. And the payoff at the end of #5 was brilliant. #moviewatching #finaldestination #ineedmore #sixandsevennowplease

[satsumi. @satsumi]

Came across this tonight. I needed it. I live in a perpetual state of being fearful of falling. I need to remember to be strong more often. #depression #bpd #whatifyoufly #newchallenges #strength #survivor

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School is done, while I wait for results I’ve become a movie watching hermit. I should really write sarcastic movie reviews because I’ve watched some horrifically terrible things in the past few days. #netflix #badmovies #mostlyhorror #killingtime