unknowingly, on autopilot, operating according to my conditions, conditioning, and karma?
Ignorance and lack of awareness are certainly sad. Very sad. But knowledge allows us to see this sadness more clearly and truly, and helps us see this reality as it is.
Oh, how passive I am because no one understands me. I lament it, it frustrates me. But how exceptional I am in my reasoning, in my understanding, because no one sees what I see. How difficult it is to see that, yet at the same time how simple and necessary it is to see what I am
talking about.
Well, I am talking about seeing my true self. Seeing who I am, what forms I take, what masks I put on and take off in this very moment, and the next, and the next, and the next.
Can I be honest with myself? Can I notice this? Or am I simply acting unconsciously,
@beffjezos That damned ego of ours, those damned whims of ours. That damned, insatiable, ever-craving beast ruins everything and leaves nothing behind but ruins. We have to control it by understanding the consequences of our actions.
@beffjezos I'm not saying we should be another executioner keeping the beast in a cage, but rather manage it skillfully, train it, and take it out on a leash so it doesn't cause any harm.
@beffjezos The beast projects its hatred onto itself, onto the beast that at the same time drools over every female it passes on the street. This same beast constantly judges both itself and others.
I mock conspiracy theories. I mock this whole way of conceptualizing society and stuffing it with untruths that breed fear in people's hearts. I mock it. I've had enough of this confusion.Cut the whole thing, completely destroy that wrong view.
@kawecki_maciej A teraz zarząd go skrytykował i to jest koniec utożsamiania się ze swoim współzałożycielem, ale jednocześnie też początek końca NVIDII.
A Jensen Huang niedługo będzie współpracował z Elonem, prawdopodobnie jako dyrektor generalny w Terafab.
It is not easy to live on this planet. It is not easy to race against yourself. It is not easy to be a rat of your own masks, chasing your own masks, often without even knowing it.
Nothing in this world is permanent. My thoughts are not permanent. My feelings are not permanent. It is a constant process, a constant change, metamorphosis. The one who identifies is not permanent; cling to things, thoughts, and feelings that are not permanent. This is stupid.
Looking at this conditionality, there is a desire for liberation, or rather a constant desire to be liberated, or put another way, a desire to be liberated once these dependencies are noticed and brought to light.
Constant identification with one's own thoughts, constant identification with one's own feelings and emotions, constant identification with belonging to someone or something. Constant dependence; this world is constant dependence the endless arising and passing away of conditions
@elonmusk@anabology I am responsible for the beliefs in my mind, and I am responsible for where I direct my stream of consciousness. I own the consequences of all the actions I take as a result of those beliefs.
I am so grateful for the people I have around me, and for the people who have helped me. Even so, I am so clumsy at showing that gratitude. Help me, Universe, I beg you, help me learn how to show gratitude to this world.
I apologize for my ugly human nature just now: the constant struggle, pushing against this world, relationships still unprocessed, the desire to be respected, still with a big ego and the need to be right, I not feeling good within myself.