i loved you the best way i knew how. and i think that's the part i'll carry the longest. not the loss of you. but knowing i gave it my all, and it still wasn't enough to make you stay
the fact that before you could even recognize your own strength, power & purpose, people felt it and tried to put you down… lol. maybe they even succeeded too?! you better pick yourself back up, don’t let them take that away from you. they saw you on that high horse for a reason
if you don’t walk around like you’re better than other people, but others keep putting you down & treating you like you’re on a high horse that you have never said you were on, I have some news for you
Of course, all of this neurological damage is a result of social media, screen time, lockdowns 6 years ago, and the shots.
It’s definitely not the neuroinvasive, brain damaging SARS-CoV-2, proven to disrupt white matter, cause neuroinflammation, and destroy/shrink grey matter.
I am not stating that every single person is exhibiting all of the above. Some may exhibit one or two points from that list, others many more.
The degree to which people are affected isn’t uniform either. In some it’s v subtle. But on a population level, it’s anything but subtle
What am I seeing?
- Reduced empathy
- Increased aggression
- Rising support for authoritarianism
- Declining critical thinking
- Less moral inhibition
- Rising disinhibition & antisocial behavior
- Lack of focus/commitment
- Frequent memory lapses
- Increased impulsivity
As a neurologist, it is now patently clear to me that the vast majority of people on the planet are suffering from neuroinflammation or brain damage (likely both)
The way people speak & behave has changed. Markedly so.
Whether irl, or via messaging/social media. It’s noticeable
If a dude quotes the drake/future lyrics “gossipin and messy shit that ain’t wht we doing” you already know he loves both more than he could EVER love a woman.
Nothing like having a 90min conversation with someone in prison to put you in a gratitude mindset for the rest of the day.
Also feeling immense righteous anger towards our country’s commitment to brutality (past and present) to black, brown, and indigenous people everywhere.
“Are you sick???? why are you wearing a mask?”
“No, just afraid of getting sick. I did find Cancer in my chart though.”
“Omg! Wtf! Are you going to be okay?”
“It’s my Mars, retrograde too, but I should be fine. Just gotta protect myself.”