unfortunately i relate too much with jax as a self hating and socially destructive person who tries to push away people when i start to feel too awful about myself so half of this website wants me dead for not being good trans rep
when I cant ask "do you hate me" "am I annoying" "is that a dealbreaker" and "are you bored of me" every 2 seconds cus that's annoying so I genuinely just suffer in silence