chabelita

22 || running on energy drinks and indica smoke
#edtwt

[chabelita @scaryynoise]

tw // self harm
not shocked to see that it’s gotten to the point of relapsing. two years down the fickinf drains i’m so tired i want it to stop

[Deki🌊 @dracoxela]

All roads lead back to me starving myself

[chabelita @scaryynoise]

i’m so tired of this disorder. it’s not even worth it anymore but it’s all i can control

[chabelita @scaryynoise]

went dark bc i considered recovery and i didn’t even realize how that would make me spiral

[chabelita @scaryynoise]

it brought up a whole argument with my mom too unfortunately that fucked out entire relationship up. luckily i didn’t spill about my ed but she’s definitely catching on

[chabelita @scaryynoise]

the way my edtwt is less depressing than my personal/875twt is actually kinda funny

[chabelita @scaryynoise]

ate like a too much last night bc i was too tired to focus properly i hate it here

[mimi 🧁 @wetgoopyload]

zohran mamdani make me reach my gw by october

[chabelita @scaryynoise]

oh my god i dropped to 124 omg finally

[ari @soobinsdih]

im terrible at this eating disorder wow

[chabelita @scaryynoise]

coworkers picked a place with the cals on the menu for lunch today and its alleviated so much of my stress about this. i wish i could be normal about food again

[maddy catgirlprostate @catgirlprostate]

You guys should Google what Waze used to be called before it was bought by Google lmao

[ؘ @ethelcqin]

i dont think anybody could ever beat this line . i feel it in my soul

[chabelita @scaryynoise]

i wonder how cruel of me it is to say that id only srsly consider recovery if my best friend asked me to. theres something about her losing me that i cant accept the way i have with my parents/sister

[chabelita @scaryynoise]

chugged down three water bottles feeling sick

[chabelita @scaryynoise]

trapped in 130s jail. someone save me please.

[sollaceee¡ @bodyonheaven]

i want to see them executed live