I'm at that point where I don't care what or who I loose in my life. I literally don't have any will to live and have to fight suicidal thoughts everyday..
so yeah.
Reasons to die
1. I'm not motivated enough to clean my apartment
2. I can't even keep a job even if i tried
3. I hate being around people but I get tired of being alone quick.
4. Insomnia
5. Medication and therapy doesn't help at all with any of my mental health symptoms
I'm literally not a functioning human being anymore...😭😭😭😭
And I would love to get back on medication and try again but thay shit don't work for me.
I'm sad as hell rn.
Apartment is a mess.
#schizoaffective
I hate my brown skin.
I hate my flat nose.
I hate my afrocentric face.
I hate my kinky hair.
When I look in the mirror 50% of the time I feel disgusted.