Sometimes our sin can be speaking so loud, that God starts to sound silent. He never once stopped calling out to you... it’s just hard to hear someone calling you when you’re walking away from them. Repent of what was sinful, and return to what is steadfast. His love never fails.
Reminder: Jesus didn’t die for your sins just so you could keep living in them. Yes, forgiveness is free, but abundant life is a choice. Live for Him, not for the sins He died for.