if you isolate for long enough you start becoming more and more transparent until people can’t see you and objects phase right through your fingers and you can’t grab hold of anything ever again
what doesnt kill you will have you naming 5 things you can see 4 things you can touch 3 things you can hear 2 things you can smell and 1 thing you can taste
for 6 weeks of each year i allow myself to have love island brain (low cognitive function, irrational opinions, unbridled lust) and i think it’s really good for me. i’ll read a book or something after, idk
i prefer an identity that does not rely on what i purchase or what i look like. i prefer an effortless sense of being in the world. yet, so much is calculated and constructed to send a message. so much presentation & performance. the urge to symbolize everything is tacky af .