i get so sad going back to my empty place after a night with my friends, i'm very certain we're meant to fall asleep in a pile together like a litter of puppies
i think my funniest ocd trait is something i call ‘gargoylism’ which basically means every window & door in the home needs to have a pair of eyes on it so its protected. this is a real example of the ‘gargoyle’ stationed at my bedroom window
gutting my worldly shiz. im tryna decide what outfits ill want when i come back to the usa and am in my 30s. time to ditch my colorado winter wardrobe😢 say goodbye snow leopard babushka hat </3
@EffingPoppins@riuwnz can also describe a normal reaction to unhealthy partner. My therapist said true disorganized attachment usually comes from extreme childhood abuse. the same coping skills could be helpful, but reacting to an unwell partner isn’t a sign smth is wrong with ur brain !!
rainy saturday
- scared gym brohs on leg press
- cried in my car to willies roadhouse in the rain
- dog played w carbon copy of childhood dog
- watched HBIC eat fish in the rain (wet)
- bacon wrapped steak
- no cigarettes (day 2)