It’s actually crazy how you grow up thinking home-cooked meals every day are just normal, then get older and realise how much time and effort it took your Mom to make that happen and how lucky you were to have that.
I often find myself withdrawing from my friends and feeling like I have nothing to offer them but then I actually hang out with them and have a blast and I'm like oh yeah forgot I have the Everyone Hates Me and Wants Me To Die ™️ disorder
Grieving because I wasn't able to come home and pet my dog and tell my mom how the Madeon concert was for the first time but shoutout to the girl who covered my arm in avocado cat stickers, she don't know how much I needed that🥹