@Wizarab10 1. Childhood trauma that was never dealt with
2. Phone/social media has numb you.
But herein lies the problem, may circumstances never now make you need people. Research shows loneliness kills faster than smoking 10 sticks per day.
@Drweloveu The kids never grew up under that tutelage a man brings to a home, and that missing fatherhood figure is what is playing out. You have done your bits and did it well.Go ahead and marry. Eventually, they will come around because no one will support their treating you as such
@Yemi_of_Lagos A is good for up to when you get to 40 45 years. B is good from 45 till your dying day.
So, view from short-term and long-term perspectives
@sola_chad Works without faith won't save you, Faith comes before works. The evidence of a genuine faith is works. Faith saves you, works get you rewarded. Work without Faith counts for nothing. Faith without works is dead. Faith with works saves and rewards you. (My understanding)
@GodstimeAtas Go research/study how a baby formed in the womb and the physiology, then come back and tell us if the very air you draw into your lungs that the heart pumps through out your body (the very life you live) is yours to even begin with.
@_Ochiedike I know that the neferious entity that is driving your obsession with God you believe does not exist (an irony in itself) will not allow you to have knowledge for this discussion.
@_Ochiedike That very day, you come to the realization that knowledge you are ignorant of is more than the knowledge you think you have or believe you have, then maybe just maybe you will come to the realization of the whispers in your ear posing as knowledge when infact you are just a tool
@_Ochiedike The day you come to the realization that what you don't know is way more what you think you or actually know, then maybe you will be able to identify what is whispering to your ears.
@honourtheday@ohhanxiety The mind gets sick first before the body, so reigning in those little thoughts of not feeling well helps the body not to be sick. Then, be intentional about what you eat and how frequently you eat. Whatever you do, MOVE. Have a different herb/spice for each day of the week.
@_Ochiedike Can you see the irony of your predicament? You need to continuously attack Him to feel relevant. I dare you to find another basis apart from ranting anout christ(ians) to propagate your obsession, and let's see how that pans out.
@_Ochiedike There are knowledge your 3 pound brain cannot accommodate conveniently. A mortal brain trying to figure out how God came to be, interesting.
@OurFavOnlineDoc When you get to a point of understanding and discern that Christianity was never a religion and will never be but a relationship with the one true God, then you might probably understand what he did and not why.