as u get older, u realize that you’re not always right & there’s so many things u could’ve handled differently, so many situations where u could’ve been nicer and all u can really do is forgive yourself & let ur mistakes make u a better person.
I was kinda rly depressed yesterday just talkingnto one of my pharmacists like she was basically telling me i need to lock in and get a second job and work hard or wtv and i just went "yeah its sink or swim but nobody wants to admit that some people just sink." and she got quiet
so your 20s are like one big humiliation ritual until 27 - 30 where you have to fight suicidal ideation bc after 30 is when life actually starts?! got it.