Neng Geulis

Bi-curious.
She was chaos and beauty intertwined. A tornado of roses from divine.

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“Are you afraid to fall in love?”

“I am afraidof beong the only one who falls” 🥹

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We accept the love we think we deserve.

And this time i deserve a secure love, a relationship that didnt based on lust, an emotionally available man, and a partner with mutual trust.

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Jidat ini agak berkerut waktu baca “thanks u”

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I wish that Haitian man is real and erase everything.

Except my survival skill. Lol. 🥲

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Kayaknya toxic till the end lebih cocok jadi soundtrack of our days daripada Pekat. Lol

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I swear i can treat a girl much better than man nowadays 🙄

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There is an actual term for our condition. The name is emotionally unavailable.

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Because after everything i’d been through, peace has become much more attractive than fireworks.

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Is it you that i’m looking for?

The one with good conversation, curious, makes me think and challenges my perspective. But less overtly romantic.

The one who wont hold the fire, but bring a calming breeze.

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And respect comes before love. :)

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600th tweet!

Cuap cuap hari ini dengan Aruna, ditutup dengan ini:
The love that lasts will also feel right. And when it arrives, you wont have to convince your self. You’ll just know.

Finger crossed ya Aruna!

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Buy tektek or midnite dimsum after maundy thursday. Next year maybe?

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I searched for a streak of gray hair,
found nothing but you.
So I dyed my hair, as red as my blood, just to forget you.
I look at my reflection in the mirror.
And suddenly, a strand of gray appears out of nowhere.

And there you are,
again.

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Harus tidur tapi masih ga bisa tidur. :’( Kepalanya kayak rame banget padahal matanya uda berat. Efek kurang gerak kayaknya.
I wish there r someone who can give pukpuk and hold my hand sampe ketiduran :’(

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Males banget. Males banget. Males banget. Males banget. Dengan sepenuh dan segenap hati, berharap banget semoga bukan soal aku ya. Semoga cima ge er aja. Semoga bukan, plis.
Karena kalo iya, congratulation, you are on my black list darling ❤️

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Better to lost in lust than lost in love.
But it doesnt feel good when a person can't distinguish what he feels is lust or love.

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In my salty era. Liat ada orang yang lagi ngumumin berita hamil, berasa sebel. Liat orang liburan sambil ciuman sama pacar, juga sebel. Liat orang dilamar juga sebel. Liat orang makan banyak tapi kurus, tentu saja sebel. Liat orang cwt 10m juga sebel. Semua bikin sebel.

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Susah fokus & gampang terdistraksi
Impulsif (bisa tiba-tiba beli barang/ngeluarin ide)
Suka lompat-lompat topik
Sering lupa hal penting (bukan karena gak niat!)

Terdengar familiar ga sih sama aku? 🥲

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Ada nyeselnya ga cekout tiket buat lebaran taon depan. Tapi mari kita percayakan aja sama yang di Atas. Siapa tau ternyata taon depan diajak ke Skandinavia kan 😌