i think not being a defiant child set me back in adulthood a bit. i always did what i was told to do. i was a very good kid which isn’t a bad thing. i’m just used to having a bit of guidance and now that i can make my own decisions, i’m not as quick to action as i’d like to be.
I love seeing ppl who haven’t had the best relationships finally find their person. It’s like watching someone who’s been carrying around a heavy weight for years finally put it down.