@deskhon85491@chuncmoder Also, I fail to see what (marginal, and more or less theoretical) better job opportunities gets you if you kill yourself at 29.
@deskhon85491@chuncmoder I live this life, and it's for living a life instead of wasting away in a room. I will note that I'm sort of passoid-adjacent, though I definitely don't pass. If your family or friends reject you, they would have rejected you if you were a passoid anyway, and this is aimed at OP.
@chuncmoder Like idk maybe you need to find other solutions, forcing yourself to tell your irls by a particular deadline (I did this), or hanging out with a different group of friends who know, or somthing.
But you know this, presumably. Nobody can make you come out if you don't want to
@chuncmoder You could stop this stasis and start living at any time. Living authentically while not passing is infinitely better than... whatever this is.
@chuncmoder@the_moral_abc I live as a woman when I can (rarely), a tranny when I must (beautifully, if I can), and I have nice friends who are nice to me. Maybe that's sneeded idk
@chuncmoder I was medically detransitioned on and off during and after COVID and I could feel myaelf disintegrating every day, I don't understand how people can manage this other than complete dissociation
@chuncmoder Girl you gotta just show up to something en femme. Expect to feel awkward, that's part of it. You can't frogboil your way into self-expression, you'll never actually get there
@gabriela_wdty Valerate is kinda questionable for a weekly cycle, it's not *bad* (it's what I do because I have crank ideas about estrogen vs progesterone balance) but if you do it a day late you're definitely gonna feel it. Enanthate Just Works for a weekly cycle. Use the simulator app