I miss u cece please unblock me. I won’t stand you up this time I swear. I-ive grown, I’ve reminisced, I’ve become remorseful. I realise in our short stint communicating avec toi, I felt at peace, mellow. I ultimately just had fun with u. She won’t see this
A sequential end where one level stooped below the other. Each removal of communication more damming its predecessors. A message on a different account, a different platform, hoping for a change of heart. It’s a reason why they people who try the same things are made insane
I also apologise for harassing you on multiple platforms scheming for your attention, attempting to rekindle our conversation. I just wasnt used to having all avenues of communication and just being able to see just disperse in such a rhythmic manner. A sequential and fitting end
I place my cold palms within this inside of my boxers and make contact with my penis. I hope the next time that I will ejaculate, I will not be the one who comprised of the body parts that made such action to be manifested to its fullest
What if I continue to have these daily interludes, where u question why am I like this, why has life come down to me becoming this beacon of sorrow and despair and devoid of emotional attachment. All of the consistent yearning for a women all for naught.
I be thinking that all of my issues and problems can be solved by having a women in my life whether if it’s as a friend or something more meaningful.
But what if that’s not the case, what if my internal issues are not curable by being within the vicinity of a women
Taking the train every morning is quite depressing to say the least. The only positive outcome that has derived from my this new path I have taken is the ability to get some steps in. I average 13k steps compared to the 10k i averaged prior to going to this uni
Started my masters degree and I thought it would be a breath of fresh air, a cool experience and adventure. It has been nothing of such, so far it’s been pretty underwhelming, not talking to no one, less free time to enjoy the vast frivolities within life-