iluvkiwi

07 , native 🪶 weedtwt/shedtwt mostly reposting
not new been in the shackles since 2021

[vikt visca barça @valnkcal]

jan
I shouldve locked in dec
feb
I shouldve locked in jan
march
I shouldve locked in feb
april
I shouldve locked in march
may
I shouldve locked in april
june
I shouldve locked in may
july
I shouldve locked in june
aug
I shouldve locked in july
sep
I shouldve locked in aug

[iluvkiwi @shonanzoku]

im getting an edible tonight so is it even all that bad 👅

[iluvkiwi @shonanzoku]

nvm yall i just had a manic episode

[iluvkiwi @shonanzoku]

sorry i dont wanna be old i never wanna livepasy the age of 28

[renn THE CARED FOR🍪 @zeroedmymind]

I find humans’ lives really fucking repetitive and just boring overall. I see no reason to be ~40 years old, have a family, work 9/5 at a company, earn a little money, get drunk sometimes, see parents twice a month… I would prefer to just die at ~18-21 when all whimsy is over

[iluvkiwi @shonanzoku]

tbh i dont want to die unless im high out of my mind

[alprazolam @endlessssorrow]

yo los lunes: mmm y si me suicido
yo los martes: mmm y si me suicido
yo los miércoles: mmm y si me suicido
yo los jueves: mmm y si me suicido
yo los viernes: mmm y si me suicido
yo los sábados: mmm y si me suicido
yo los domingos: mmm y si me suicido
yo: mmm y si me suicido

[𐂂 @fviryglitter]

I don’t even wanna commit I just wish I was never born

[iluvkiwi @shonanzoku]

i miss my mom but tjat version of her doesn’t excist anymore and i kust want a hug and i want her to tell me irs all ok

[ꫂ ၴႅၴ @bobablaster67]

grew up dreaming about so many things and i ended up being nothing

[iluvkiwi @shonanzoku]

im crying so much bro i dont think i can keep holinf on if there is nothing for me to hold on to

[selki @selkiize]

suicide prevention month has unironically been the worst month of this year r u actually kidding me this is so humiliating my life is just embarrassing

[iluvkiwi @shonanzoku]

i need help getting out of here but i dont think anyone around me will ever care about that and that hurts a lot

[iluvkiwi @shonanzoku]

if anything being confined in a space will just make it worse lmao what the fuck even is my life anymore man

[iluvkiwi @shonanzoku]

like haha ill probably get sent somewhere and i wont be able to do anything about it i hate my life i think im genuinely just gonna attempt today

[iluvkiwi @shonanzoku]

told my family i m not in a good place and they threatened to send me to a ward. great thats gonna help so much i hate it here

[iluvkiwi @shonanzoku]

unfortunately it is time for me to start my meds again 😞

[૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა @spiderrfangs]

broke, ugly, weird, and fat

[iluvkiwi @shonanzoku]

i hate hangovers i feel SICK!

[iluvkiwi @shonanzoku]

sometimes my mom is nice and very rarely i feel like im 8 again and cooped up in my room because i was “too much”