Fuck I don't want to be lonely again I want to make a change for myself I want to be a better person but how can I do that if I cant feel anything anymore.
In this age and feeling like i didn't do anything and i haven't done anything in my life im so fucking lonely i think there's no one that would make me feel better can't sleep can't eat i don't know what to do in my life anymore.
Just wanted to feel special just this one time im not asking for anything much but ano kaya yung feeling na you're special to someone like they're willing to give the world to you.