𓆩 alexis 𓆪

21 | blk | edtwt | kinda really just a diary

[𓆩 alexis 𓆪 @sickerettes]

im about to be 22 in 3 months...

[𓆩 alexis 𓆪 @sickerettes]

working 2 jobs ive been getting at least 12k steps everyday and im still not losing MAYBE i need to d!e

[𓆩 alexis 𓆪 @sickerettes]

i had my first day of both jobs yesterday and my lord will i be getting my ass whooped. 14 hour work days here i comeeee

[𓆩 alexis 𓆪 @sickerettes]

that being said i have 40 pounds to lose

[𓆩 alexis 𓆪 @sickerettes]

i have to stop getting with guys who like skinny girls for my own sanity. like you see how im built and you still decide to fw me then months later tell me i need to lose weight. BITCH YOUR MOTHER

[𓆩 alexis 𓆪 @sickerettes]

and its literally only one demographic and that is mexican men!!! the one a year younger than me, a year older than me and 4 years older than me are the only men that needed me to lose weight. like go get a skinny girl bra leave me alone 😭😭

[𓆩 alexis 𓆪 @sickerettes]

started my new job todayyy its full time & i still work at that dumbass cookie place part time 🙌🏾 i will be alright

[𓆩 alexis 𓆪 @sickerettes]

@peachicefog thank uuuu !!😙

[𓆩 alexis 𓆪 @sickerettes]

i should be moving out in march and im saurrrrr excited

[𓆩 alexis 𓆪 @sickerettes]

narrowing down apartments i really like and downsizing all the bullshit i have at home rn. i cant wait to be alone 🥳

[𓆩 alexis 𓆪 @sickerettes]

im 145 guys its over for me

[𓆩 alexis 𓆪 @sickerettes]

im fat and miserable

[𓆩 alexis 𓆪 @sickerettes]

elemefayo

[𓆩 alexis 𓆪 @sickerettes]

@bamb1girl gonna change it soon

[𓆩 alexis 𓆪 @sickerettes]

OMF i did this for the first time like last month HORRIBLEEEEE

[ηιүα ♛ @niy2pretty]

Showering together

[𓆩 alexis 𓆪 @sickerettes]

im not the problem ever sorry i cant de-black myself LOL

[𓆩 alexis 𓆪 @sickerettes]

i feel so ugly rn kill me off please

[𓆩 alexis 𓆪 @sickerettes]

i need to look like them immediately

[“Seeing is Believing” @illumintitakes]

More examples of “cutie patootie” black girls

[𓆩 alexis 𓆪 @sickerettes]

my dad forever fuck that nigga

[𓆩 alexis 𓆪 @sickerettes]

i cant wait until i can move out my parents have fucking ruined my life thus far and i just really wanna go no contact with them for at least half a year

[DUDA @saintdemie]

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