We talk a lot about cutting people off, but nobody talks about the grief that comes with having to stand firm on that decision knowing it's not what you wanted but what was necessary for your well-being & mental health.
To live trekking, impaled by a beam of fear of self manifested. The fear that acquired strength will separate self from those for whom it was attained.
All the while surrounded by shadows, stretching to the heart of chaos itself, whose sole purpose is to drive- towards strength.
If the mechanism of cope digestion is sealed and removed by choice, all cope thereafter becomes deadly poison. Therefore, further conscious indulgence in cope maps as undissolved vasana and becomes, without a doubt, conscious self harm.
i wish i could do more - i wish i had a thousand hands and a thousand eyes and a thousand years and army of angels and a thousand stars that lit the sky so bright that the night would never come and that our sleepless dreams would fill this world