My mother mentioned that she slapped me when I was fifteen I don't even remember that? apparently I was saying horrific things during an argument but knowing how we both were when I was the ages 13-15 I already know she was saying horrific things back, I probably deserved it tho
@lavenderkcals an absolute pain in the summer! it's different with side effects for people but for me I got the one where my body temperature was hard to regulate, I sweat 3x as much and I was always dehydrated whenever it was a bit warm so I switched
sometimes I'm afraid to leave my house because if I do I think/know I'll try to kill myself. I don't know what this says about me it's like I'm trying to get better and worse at the same time
I had an extremely realistic dream of an atomic bomb going off near my city, like seeing a video of one side off is crazy enough but dream-witnessing one from the ground was horrifying and I literally can't forget this nightmare it's been weeks