Skylarust shedtwt

I’m on both edtwt and shtwt. fatphobes dni, read pinned for more info, backup is @skyprivshtwt

[Skylarust shedtwt @skyisunknown359]

new long as hell bio:
been on shtwt since February 2022, joined edtwt shortly after.

I’m bisexual, genderfluid, and asian american. My sexuality fluctuates too. She/they pronouns most of the time, will specify when I want to be referred to with male pronouns.

[Skylarust shedtwt @skyisunknown359]

@Xargzes @crockpics Out of context, you seem to be insulting the image

[Skylarust shedtwt @skyisunknown359]

@7um1_ed Why are the boobs muscle lol

[Skylarust shedtwt @skyisunknown359]

@contraedchannel @lovedove42 Are you going to pay for our therapy?

[Skylarust shedtwt @skyisunknown359]

@Xargzes Where did you even get that

[Skylarust shedtwt @skyisunknown359]

I’m just hoping to all that’s good that I just triggered my mania in just the right way that I’ll be productive for as long as possible

[Skylarust shedtwt @skyisunknown359]

Even if I was forced to take meds and I managed to fight hard enough to get off of them, sometimes I do wish I kept my prescription for some days and nights like these and maybe I could've been a drug dealer.

[Skylarust shedtwt @skyisunknown359]

I was just about to tweet this myself, it's such a good solution, but I think most of edtwt is too sick to change.

[Skylarust shedtwt @skyisunknown359]

Mental illness is fun and quirky until it takes away all your family and friends, isolates you from everyone who cares, and/or it makes you hurt them all and yourself, then it's very not fun and causes incredible suffering, you end up being a disgusting and awful person.

[Skylarust shedtwt @skyisunknown359]

the only thing I ate in 39 hours yesterday was melatonin pills and a 25 mg thc edible, would not recommend

[Skylarust shedtwt @skyisunknown359]

I knew my restriction went a bit too far yesterday when I woke up and actually felt too tired to imagine getting up, not even out of the bed, my arms were going numb just from holding my phone, and I almost couldn’t move my thumbs to text.

[Skylarust shedtwt @skyisunknown359]

keeping a mattress over your door is great for adding security to your room and protecting against nosey parents that use traumatic events to justify being extremely controlling over their adult daughters :D

[Skylarust shedtwt @skyisunknown359]

@swiftlymel you should visit a pebble beach!

[Skylarust shedtwt @skyisunknown359]

life and everything in existence will take everything from you, then stare into your life and soul, and take that from you as well

[Skylarust shedtwt @skyisunknown359]

I mean like even if it does get worse, I’ll at least know I kinda tried.

[Skylarust shedtwt @skyisunknown359]

technically, Christmas hasn’t really gotten better, but my self confidence that I’ll make the most of this is through the roof. Fuck everyone, don’t need em, don’t need anyone, don’t need anything, don’t need anything from everyone.

[Skylarust shedtwt @skyisunknown359]

If life stays mostly the same through this and doesn’t go even closer to hell, I’ll be fine, I can work with this. Even if it does and everyone and everything dies and suffers, eh it probably would’ve happened eventually anyways. Life will do whatever it wants.

[🍀 @heartfeltbot]

That’s it, I guess. Just go on living. Whether you feel like it or not.

[Skylarust shedtwt @skyisunknown359]

I don’t think I should tell anyone publicly what just happened, but I was just too stunned to speak.

[Skylarust shedtwt @skyisunknown359]

very awesome vibes and I find your typing style to be very creative

[★ REXiE / PARKER ΘΔ @dummydirtpawz]

GMM FELLAZ doing thizz idk it seemz !! Silly :3 🌷