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forcing my body and mind to recover.

[mar @slhoemotion]

Hey! I've been thinking a LOT about this and i've decided to attempt recovery. Things got way out of control and i'm now at an alarming weight ( i'm 171 cm and 43 kgs) so i know recovering is the only option. For that reason i'll be taking some time off twt. Wish you the best! ❤

[mar @slhoemotion]

Also my national exam results came and i got a 20 (out of 20) so my family is throwing me this big party tonight with lots of food as a reward, hopefully i'll be able to have fun and eat without feeling guilty afterwards :)
Anyway, how have you been? I really want to know! 😸

[mar @slhoemotion]

Hi everyone! I felt like coming back for a little bit to give you an update :) Recovery hasn't been easy at all but i'm not ready to give up yet. I still feel really guitly after eating and with all that guilt come lots and lots of tears but i've been able to pull trough so far

[mar @slhoemotion]

@bodyofcryptid Thank you so much! I'll definitely be doing this!

[mar @slhoemotion]

Oh i binged... i binged HARD
(2844 cals 🤢)

[mar @slhoemotion]

The way i feel a binge coming 😫

[mar @slhoemotion]

The way i feel a binge coming 😫

[mar @slhoemotion]

@rainbowkcal not at all

[mar @slhoemotion]

@phatbitchz Omg congrats bae!! 😻

[mar @slhoemotion]

new layout!

[mar @slhoemotion]

Does your tailbone hurt you when you lay on your back or are you fat?

[mar @slhoemotion]

Just got ghosted and blocked by this guy i was talking to 🤭 Just because i told him that it was lowkey weird of him to keep trying to come over knowing that i'm 4 years younger than him 😬

[mar @slhoemotion]

Sushi for dinner because i've been loosing a lot of weight lately and i lowkey need to balance it out 🤷🏽‍♀️

[mar @slhoemotion]

I'm going to spend the whole day on a remote beach today so i can tan and workout in peace 😋

[mar @slhoemotion]

@romee_mocha I'm studying Theater rn! If everything goes as planned i'll be able to move to the US for college :)

[mar @slhoemotion]

My national exam went fairly well! 🥰 I'm a little uncertain about 3 of my answers but i think i can still pull an 18 (out of 20)!

[mar @slhoemotion]

@skinnypeachi Thank you 😸

[mar @slhoemotion]

My national exam is in about an hour.. That little piece of paper is going to determine whether i get to attend my dream college or not so, yeah i'm scared to death rn...

[mar @slhoemotion]

@wannab33skinny Thanks!!

[mar @slhoemotion]

@phatbitchz Thank youuu ❤

[mar @slhoemotion]

@want2dissolve Permanent hair straightening :)

[mar @slhoemotion]

I'm going to be stuck in a hairsalon for the next 6 hours and i'm SO incredibly bored... Someone please hmu, i swear i'm nice