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figure skater 𝜗𝜚 stonerexic 𝜗𝜚 mdd

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₊˚⊹ unpinning at gw; 52 kgs .ᐟ

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last time i lost my period from starving i was meeting my now bf in person after talking online and ate pretty much nothing for a month

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test was negative 🧍🏼‍♀️

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the saxophones are deafening now but i’m too scared to take a test while my mom is staying w me

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can men not interact with me thanks, unless your queer

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@8dollface8 the way you keep flipping the bag around like it would be different the next time 😭😭

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@doint1m3 salmon has a higher fat content so it will be slightly higher in cals but never be afraid of healthy fats lol i find they keep me fuller for way longer so it’s still a great option :)

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@doint1m3 it can be daunting, u can also start with simple rolls like tuna and avocado. also poke helped me be a little less scared but i am hawaiian and grew up with it

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#edrtwt would this cat tree hold u ?

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eating fast food sucks bc i just don’t trust the cals

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@lsdbunnie actually same i thought id be happy this close but im just thinking abt all the weight i need to lose still

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okay i’m so anxious i want to die i told my bf to get me tests. i’m thinking it might just be really late or will be light bc i don’t even feel any changes

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the saxophones are deafening now but i’m too scared to take a test while my mom is staying w me

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@xMis0_x there’s a 75 medium lol

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look at this pretty squash i saw at a farmers market :)

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@salmonstergains meow ty ig i should say im feeling big lol

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lookin big n bloated 2day 😔✌️

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i just had to block so many fucking creeps

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WHERE STR ALL YOU PEOPLE COMING FROM

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WHERE STR ALL YOU PEOPLE COMING FROM

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@sommerstarving i think the truest thing anyone has said about the whole situation

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@sweetcrazycals i do get this but they also post constantly about their hikes, pilates, pole dancing, spin class, etc. so they’re still active. maybe it’s just cause we’re all older but i also do hope they’re better now

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all the ice skaters i knew who had an ed growing up all seem recovered now, at least now look a healthy weight and it makes me sad that im like a decade behind ?? like it was a little phase they grew out of and im stuck in this shit ??

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the saxophones are deafening now but i’m too scared to take a test while my mom is staying w me