I did not expect to start tearing up at the end of this tennis match.
Complete meltdown from Alex Michelsen. All the emotions coming out during this embrace with Frances Tiafoe. Sports, man.
#USOpen
manager asked me to do something with co-pilot ai so I instead did the whole thing myself and had to lie that I used ai and how I did it despite not knowing how it fucking works at all
I realized my CPTSD made me a really easy person to take advantage of because I genuinely thought discomfort was just the price of being loved. Someone crosses a boundary? Maybe I'm overreacting. Someone makes me feel like shit? They probably didn't mean it. Someone keeps hurting me? Well, nobody's perfect. It's honestly horrifying how much I tolerated just because it felt familiar.