Rubie ‹3

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[Rubie ‹3 @slut4cutz]

Mew ☺️🥴🤍

[books 📖 @bookpoets]

dear 2023

[Rubie ‹3 @slut4cutz]

I'm going to her funeral tomorrow.

[Rubie ‹3 @slut4cutz]

I think I just want to feel alive again

I'm thinking about rlpsing on everything 🤔🕺

[Rubie ‹3 @slut4cutz]

I'm finding the urge to self destruct harder and harder to fight.
It would be so easy just to give up and just take the whole bottle right?
I'm thinking about druqs. Craving about druqs.
I'm craving about cvvting all the flesh off my body

[Rubie ‹3 @slut4cutz]

Why is your corpse in my mind and I can hear your footsteps. I remember when you were alive and I was too

[Rubie ‹3 @slut4cutz]

If I had done it first I would've died with a smile on my face

[Rubie ‹3 @slut4cutz]

@supercringegirl @jasonderulo Hey it's me Jason Derulo.. don't believe me listen to this "Jaysunnn derouloooo 🕺" also happy birthday babe

[Rubie ‹3 @slut4cutz]

Damn, can't believe she's dead now too. I think I felt it coming. I knew she was getting worse. We were supposed to have coffee. She texted me last Wednesday. I miss the joy you brought

[Rubie ‹3 @slut4cutz]

@jellofishw @0_otiko Lmao they're free when I stole them. He only had it up for charity for the first day or so. No one lost anything I just couldn't amke an acocunt

[Rubie ‹3 @slut4cutz]

@babad0ll Like jeez make it more obvious

[Rubie ‹3 @slut4cutz]

@babad0ll Like uh yes obviously someone is listening otherwise why was there tractors in my ad feed after taking to a farmer 👍👍

[Rubie ‹3 @slut4cutz]

What is considered, "danger to self or others"? Definition?

[Rubie ‹3 @slut4cutz]

@TikTokHOF So embarassing why has no one said 5 /: I would prefer 5 it could feed me like a schlop

[Rubie ‹3 @slut4cutz]

Been Shing on and off for the past 6 years every relapse is worse than the last. What do I do about that? Super uncomfortable talking about it with anyone even my lovely therapist ,): ???

[Anaïs Nin @anaisninlovebot]

I am the most tired woman in the world. I am tired when I get up. Life requires an effort which I cannot make.

[Rubie ‹3 @slut4cutz]

Everything triggers me 😍🥲

[ice @moonintheway]

Because I never seem to run out of tenderness for you and because I need to feel you near.